Tuesday, June 13, 2006

hrm.. been away for quite awhile..
yay finalli i can remove the sling alr, coz the doc says muz move the shoulder else the place will stiff.. O.o
haha.. but yea i've been moving it lately.. coz can feel the bones healing.. least not tt painful nowadays.. but hrm.. shall go back camp see how la..
had an omg funny n weird n dunno wad dream last nit.. was like.. hrm.. back in tj? with ppl who wasn't suppoed to be there.. maybe i was juz too tired.. like i said.. whenever i'm tired i'll dream.. stange rit? yea loh.. normalli ppl tired no dreams one.. i unique can?
hrm there was smth i wanted to blog yesterday while on e cab.. i like falling leaves.. like ah mei's song tian tian dou you luo ye.. and i love to watch leaves fallin.. quite afew occasions in ns in forested areas saw leaves falling like raindrops.. lovely scene.. and in smm also, the tress just seems to love shedding leaves.. when while waiting in the training shed, when wind is strong and leaves start to fall.. so very enchanting..
and as much as i've tried to catch leaves.. coz if u can catch one with ur hand, you can make a wish.. so far i've onli managed to catch one.. and i made a small small wish which turned out to be true.. so.. yay.. shall try my luck again.. but it's not v easy thou..
oh yea back to the topic, coz usualli i'll stone if i see stuff n my thoughts will be like flowing randomly.. darting here n there.. den i remembered about the times when i was still a child. about when my family (not my parents but my entire family) could have occasions where they gather and have dinner at my grandpa's house.. which is just nxt to my hse.. everything was so good last time, and we the children could play together while e adults chat or play majong or wadeva in the other rooms.. but nth good lasts doesn't it? 2 of my younger cousins, i can still remember the time when they were kids, so cute.. it's realli omg cute.. haha.. but now they're all preparing for sec sch alr.. both of them, came from broken family.. heard my parents talking about it.. but in my memory it was so peaceful tt i could hardly even imagine anything happening.. sheeesh my mind is like omg jumbled up now.. what i mean is.. i just want good things good times to last.. is it that hard?
like my times in tj, it was definitely memorable.. the ppl there i still keep in touch with, why? coz i loved it there.. my cls was like the most noisy one in e school.. den we'd talk rubbish during cls n after cls n join omg a chain of tables at e sch cafeteria for lunch, or go out buy food den sit at the void deck of some hdb n eat n talk rubbish.. but seriously.. i remember the chain of tables most clearly.. coz every day after lunch there'll be like 8 tables joined together in a chain.. yup.. that's us..
anyway.. went to smm/mti to take my belongings todae.. reach home alr found out tt i've left 2 more bags there.. means tmr i go back take again ba.. else i oso dun wanna move alr.. coz this morning went for checkup and to get the memo for my mo..

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