Sunday, February 26, 2006
nice blog skin? yea sure..
yet another week in ns.. did this n that.. wouldn't want to type it here anyway coz it'd be rather boring anwz.. juz tt nxt wed is the day for As to be released.. hrmm.. as compared to sec4 before Os were released i'm actualli much more calm.. like as thou i'd more or less guess my grades.. of coz it'd be good if i get good grades but the fact is, i'm prepared for anything.. yea sure i noe i din make much of an effort to study during the 2 years.. i admit that.. i've wasted 2 years of my life.. but that's the way it happened and so be it.. cant change anything can i? thou i guess if i'm able to relive the 2 years i'd probably do the same things.. one word to describe it all, enjoyable.. cant say tt much for As but the least i tried my best.. i tink.. ah this talk abt grades is tiring..
lots of things going on in my head right now.. cant realli focus much.. juz had some cs session this afternoon, juz now rather.. wif platoon mates n my platoon commander.. got bored n played abit of dota.. 28 wif -cs is quite fun.. one of the best functions ever.. somehow the thought of bookin back in sounds exceedingly uncomfortable for me this time.. n juz when i tot everything settled smth wld juz come into e way n wreck some chaos.. shrugs...
so much tings to be done.. specs needs to be changed.. stuff to buy..
don't even have time to change my blogskin.. pathetic isn't it? juz let it be the way it is now.. i don't realli care..
am i realli tt greedy to want so many things in life? i bet everyone wants as much things as i do.. maybe even more.. but the thing is life isn't perfect.. it's never perfect.. so maybe it's normal tt i don't get what i wan in life.. but still i shall try for pilot one more time.. there're ppl who were given the chance to be a pilot and yet they choose to terminate the contract.. and ppl like me are trying so very hard to get it.. it's juz not fair isn't it? maybe refractory surgery is allowed? heh so maybe i shld fix my eyes n try applyin again.. wadeva..
maybe this isn't a great time to blog.. coz i guess i'm having pms.. wadeva comes out is juz me venting rubbish.. hai..
n what's wif my tagboard.. how come it suddenly disappeared.. man..
5:06 PM
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