Monday, January 02, 2006

my body clock needs adjusting.. yea.. some urgent attention..
well i hardly care now.. glad to least say tt..
well anw juz felt like typing smth.. anythin..
feel like comin up wif a mutated version of some fairy tale.. but cun be bothered to tink of one..
i miss gg back to china.. i seriously do.. or maybe it coz my life there'a abit TOO free.. first of all holidays here in singapore n in china dun mix, so when i go back ppl there'd be busy preparin for exams n stuff.. i'd be soooooo free everyday, n i can find it entertaining juz to walk on e streets.. well unlike singapore, they haf stalls by e roadside n by evenin u can see lots of interesting things.. food..etc heh and yea of coz besides juz strolling arnd i did went to lanshops there n thrash ppl there.. of coz tt was 2 years ago and unfortunately dota wasn't too common.. and i missed my cousin.. HE WAS JUZ SIMPLY SOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE!! heh.. come on.. he's 1 years old.. who can resist THAT!! a one year old could be so entertaining.. i could spend a whole day juz carryin him arnd or watch him crawl arnd e hse.. somehow even he was able to withstand e chilly weather betta than me.. 10+ degree celcius n i'll be like freezing in 3 layers.. gosh i hate e cold..
frankly.. e idea of going to ns makes me a little uneasy.. not tt i'm afraid of anything to be exact.. but e idea of meeting these new ppl.. not tt i have a problem communicating wif ppl or tt i'm scared or anythin.. juz tt i dun particuarly enjoy meetin a whole bunch of ppl together.. one at a time would be cool.. together would be.. hai.. i dunno.. it's juz feels abit uneasy..
2 years passed juz lidat.. i don't even tink i've learnt anything at all.. esp bio.. i doubt even doin any one tutorial by myself.. gosh wad was i doing? j1 seemed especially fast for me.. all i remembered r afew days wif special events, maybe the delta house function, maybe the archery course which i tyco-ly hit afew cowseye.. or e kayak which i enjoyed as much.. then it would be the cls concert.. j2 was rather eventful.. n much slower than j1 as it seemed..

4:25 AM

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